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2006/9/23

backgroun music

i dont know why my MSN's window media player cannt use after using the MSN live space. Maybe cos the new edition dont support the old system. I searched the internet and want to find a way to solve, and make my space more attractive. BUT i tried so many times, still dont know how to play the background music.

I want the background music!!!!!!!

&$#@*

It is so long time i havent come to refresh my blog! sorry all my friends i miss you all very much.
I am so busy these days, but i really dont know what the hell i am really busy doing!! The part time job, sleep, wathcing movie or shopping. But how about my IELTS??? i will take it on 14, October, but i still havent prepare it yet. How should i do??? Oh, MY GOD! OK let's forget it and think some better things!!!
 
Tonight, i called baby and knew he will move to his new apartment which has the internet,so we can chat anytime, so great. By the way, his mother,grandmother and young brother will go to beijing to visit him, so he will not be alone. ^_^ He wants me fire my boss and dont do the job, cos it waste me so much time and i feel tired everyday, so i dont have energy to study anymore when i go back hostel. May be he is right, maybe not , just cos i am not self-conscious.
 
^_^toght i go to night market with tian lu, he take me by driving his little baby(mautocycle). I bought some vegetables and  fruits, but tian lu just bought a cake, cos he said he will not cook himself and he still havent eat the friut he bought last week. He still feels alone maybe. But he said there will be another two person will move to the apartment, so maybe he will feel better. Hope so.
 
I also chat with wenjing tonight, she will go to  apply a job and maybe she can go to beijing to find a job. that is perfect that one day we will be togther and in the same city maybe live in the same apartment again. ^_^ i really miss the time when we lived togther, it is fun and worth to remeber, four of us like 四人帮^_^.@#$&*
 
2006/9/14

start earning money ^_^

These day have some good news but also one bad news, the bad news is my IELTS exam is only 5.5 score, it is far from my ideal score, so i should hard work to try my best to realize my dream ^_^
 
The good news are baby have a chance to practise in one company which is a high-class apartment rental agency. although the salary is not high, the customers are all foreigners so it is good for him to improve his english level.
 
The big good news is i find a part time job in the small restaurant near our apartment, as a waiter each hour RM 3.5 i did 3 hours today and from tomorrow i will do 6 hours one day, from 12pm to 3pm and 8pm to 11pm. this is the first time for me to make money, althrough it is very tired to stand 3 hours, i feel happy.
 
From now on, i am a big girl and i grow up already, i can make money^_^  and i also can understand how toilsome every day to keep the pot boiling and bring me up. i missssssssssssss u father and mother. I will be a filial piety daughter! I Love YOU!
 
I also can understand how difficult baby work alone in beijing, baby i will be in your side forever! love you, too
 
Fighting, fighting, fighting!!!
 
 
 
 
2006/9/8

Waiting for the results

Today i go to the OAR ( Admissions & Records office) with my firend to looking for the results of our final exam. my firend got her reslut--second lower, she was so happy, but i didnt get mine. cos the staff wants the original offer letter of the university which i applied for master. Then i went to see my lecture,hope they can give me some information, but they are so keep the result secret.
 
Wosely, Mr. sin who is my small business lecture said, he felt very disappointed on me, and he feel so sad  why i did his paper so bad, and he wants to help me but it is not in his power.  He give me a D, then it is possible that i will take the third class. how should i can do to make up this???
 
I cant take any shock now, i feel i will collapse. these days now good news for me, all are bad news, baby go back China, final exam cant get the reult even the IELTS exam also dont knwo the results, the lecture said my final paper did bad~~~ this afternoon, i go to the agent and want apply a master of Queenshiland university. but the staff said i must have the final result and IELTS 6.5, my God everything is not favoring.
 
These days, i am reading the book named The capital of women, from the book i knew we should see the bright side of one thing, and should have patient. Baby said it is the good begaining and i know my weakness.  hehe this is the only
praise these days i heard.
 
God bless me, hope eveything goes well. hope baby can find the satisfy job quickly!!!!
 
2006/9/4

Diary

This morning, baby arrived Beijing and leave message to me. but there are also some trobles, his friend didnt find the place for him to live, so he can only share with another one in the same room and tomorrow he will move again. This is his first time to go to beijing, get off plane still should face these problems alone. he should look for job, accomodation, take IELTS exam and take the GMAT exam. For him, everything just start, hope he can find the key to succeess.
 
Tonight i went KTV with my firends, we enjoy our time there. after graduated, we all feel boring and nothing to do at home, so went there have a relax. everyone is happy and enjoy. i called baby and tell him i am singing and let him dont worry about me just take care himself well.
 
Tomorrow i will go to school and find our lecture to ask my result about the graduate exam result, pay for the hostel and register the IELTS exam.
Hope everything goes well ! GOD BLESS US!!!
2006/9/3

sad

Today is the shortest day in my life. Baby go back China tonight, hope he can find the ideal job in Beijing. i move to hostle in school and live with my friend.
I dont know what i am thinking now, he take my heart away, and i dont have the clear mind so wirte somthing tomorrow.
 
God bless us, we will together soon.
2006/9/1

Diary

Today is 1st Sep, which is the last day we can together in Malaysia, tomorrow baby will go back China.
This morning i was wake up by baby, cos some one will come to buy our chifforobe,(we will leave the apartment, so want to sell out all the furnitures) all the sundries were heaped on the floor.
 
After the lunch, we went to the Accomodation Office and booked a hostel in Block A for me. That means i will live in hostel again during these days untill my Graduation Ceremony. And we also went to the UPO ( unite program office) to ask some information about IELTS EXAM. I dont think i can get my ideal score 6.5 in the last time , so i will register again and burn my boats to fighting for it.
 
Every one should be strong and bravery, so do i. Let's cheer for the colorful and bright future.
 

Insomnia

This is a insomnia night , i am sitting before the computer and dont know what i am thinking now. So many things come to my mind, both good things and bad things.
 
22Aug, that is my brithday, baby buy a birthday cake for me , father also call me to celebrate for me, we also go to the Port Dickson seaside even take our Kitty (a cat) and eat the BBQ. God , thanks to bless me, i feel am the happyest one in the world.
 
26 Aug, is an unlucky day, actually it is a bad day. We woke up at 5 0'clock and go to the British Council to take the IELTS exam, but my bf was been rejected outside of the exam center. he will go back China and his passport was been shorten by our school,so he didnt have the original passport and been rejected relentlessly. But i believe that one door close to us, and there will be another tow doors open, God please still belss us!
 
31 Aug, there is only 2 days left before baby go back China, today we go to KL together to buy gifts for his mother and friends. We are too tiried, after go back he sleep sound soon like a baby,but i cant sleep. cos he will go back China on saturday midnight, and i will stay here for the IELTS exam and my Graduation Ceremony on NOV, that is meaning we will separate for about three months.
 
One new challenge was waiting for him, so do i. He should go to Bei Jing to find jod, and take IELTS exam even GEMAT, and i will also need take these exams, cos we want to apply Amarican university for our master! Hope everything will be good and success.
 
God bless us!                 Fighting for these exma , everything is possible.