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    2006/10/21

    迷茫ing

    兔子为什么跑的快呢?弱小的兔子在这个世界上有太多的威胁和天敌,如果没有这个防身的办法它们早就灭绝拉. 正如变色龙有保护色可以避免天敌的袭击,乌龟有坚硬的外壳,刺猬有满身的刺保护它们弱小的身躯~~~
     
    人也不例外,每个人都生活在自己的壳子里,用伪装的坚硬外壳包裹着自己弱不经风的身体. 看似坚不可摧的人也有他脆弱的一面. 我就是那种表面看很好欺负,但是浑身暗刺的人.但是现在面临重要的抉择时,baby说我很软弱, 没主意,从小被溺爱长大没有经历过挫折,一味的顺从家里的安排,所以才铸就了遇事就不知所措的我.
     
    谁能告诉我, 到底我现在该怎么办?本科毕业了,还要继续去加拿大,美国读研,我们的目的到底是什么?移民,还是回来有好学历找好工作....?再说移民就能真的融入当地的生活变成地道的外国人吗? 如果是为了找好工作,现在有一份很好的工作摆在你的面前,可以在北京立足生活的很好大家还想去国外吗? 以后留学生遍地都是我们还有优势吗?是会变成海带还是海狮呢?然而如果不出去赌一把又怎么能知道自己不行?真的迷茫拉~~~
     
    blog写到一半给baby打了个电话,他希望我可以回国先工作1年2年的然后再出去读书,到时候就有针对性的学,也有工作经验了更知道自己应该补充哪方面的知识. 但是工作的人,收入稳定生活安逸的谁还想出国啊,希望很渺茫. 哎~~~迷茫ing
     
    快点回家吧,回家好好跟家里人商量一下未来.
     
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    老娘开始写中文拉~~

    ^_^好久没来更新我的blog拉,自从上个星期考试回来就灰心了,暂时不想碰任何跟英文有关的东西,所以老娘要开始写中文拉^_^

    先感谢一下那天陪我去KL考试的具有无私奉献,够朋友讲意气的小帅哥天路,真的谢谢你,如果不是有你陪我,真不知道那天考试出来后自己会不会崩溃了~~^_^但是现在我又坚强起来拉!

    上次考试真是变态,阅读40道题出了30道连接段落大意的题目---我的克星. 再次丧失了信心,给baby打了电话哭诉了一番心里舒服了很多,本以为爸爸会很失望很恼火,但是爸爸不但没有责怪我没有好好复习,反而不停的宽慰我而且怕我担心一天给我打个好几个电话,就怕我自己伤心.谢谢爸妈对我的支持,谢谢朋友对我的帮助!

    还有一件重要的事,今天是baby的生日,虽然我不能陪在他身边,但是我的心和祝福一直都没有离开过他, 而且他今天过的很开心,收到和很多亲戚和朋友的祝福,妈妈还给他做了最爱吃的菜,买了蛋糕~~~幸福的孩子. 我们都爱你想着你呢baby,我很快就回去拉,回去陪你^_^

    最近我3天的时间没黑没白的看完了52集的电视剧--血色浪漫II 与青春有关的日子. 佟大为在上面简直就是一个地道的北京小坯子,呵呵其实他们那一群人感觉都像赖皮,但是朋友之间的友情真是让人感动,没少赚我的眼泪 那美好的童年啊---从小一起偷幼儿园的向日葵,一起从楼上往过路人的身上吐痰玩,^_^ 让我也回忆起自己的童年也是如此的幸福,有时候真的想再回到童年无忧无虑的多幸福啊~~

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    2006/10/7

    last night recall

    yesterday was mid-autumn day, i thought i will be alone in hostle, while, at night i called Wang hui, she said i can go with her to her friends' apartment and celebrate together. it sounds great.
     
    first,we go to night market bought some meat, vegetables and fruits. but the problem is we only have one small pan which can fire dishes. it spend us almost 1 hour time to wash the meat, vegetables and cut them, cos we only have one small knives and  board.^_^ among of us, only wang hui can cook, we dont have gas, only have a electric cooker,so she did it very hard. we eat our mid-autumn dinner until 23:30,but we are all very happy. at least we can celebrate together, everyone dont feel longly.
     
    hope everyone have a happy mid-autumn day, i am really very happy!
     
     
     
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    2006/10/6

    happy mid-autumn festival

    happy mid-autumn festival!
    this will be a broing mid-autumn day, cos i will celebrate it alone. my roomate go back China this morning, she can go back China and celebrate with her parents. my parents are far from me in China, baby is also not around, he is busying his job, and all my firends either have class or go back home, only left me.
     
    tomorrow i will call back home and say happy mid-autumn day to my parents. i want to say: dad & mam i miss u and love u so much, i really want to go back and celebrate with u. it is an enjoyment which can around u. i miss the days when i was child, i can sing, playing, curveting even crying around u, all the time is so nice and worth to remind.
     
    happy mid-autumn day, happy mid-autumn day, everyone should happy, even now we are far from our hometown and our relatives, we still should be happy, cos we are all strong and brave, we are fighting for our future now.
    ^_^ now i feel better, i can go to sleep hoho~~ see u tomorrow every fellows, wish u happy mid-autumn festival!!!
     
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    2006/10/3

    can't sleep

    I lied down 1hour before, but i cant sleep. Yue qing will have a interview tomorrow, for her visa to UK. she said she feel nervous and also cant sleep.
    we get up and cook, as eat as watching movie, so nice.

    If she can get her visa, she will go back after 2 days, so left me alone. ^_^ i will move to wanghui's hostel then we three girls will share 2 beds, it sounds great HOHO
    Baby said he will go to buy pants and shirts which for his job today, so today i planed watch movie until dawn and sleep until afternoon then baby will back to chat with me.

    Today i called father, he said if i can get 6.5 in my IELTS exam,he will come to Malaysia and attend my graduation ceremony. i really he can come,really, really want!! I knows it is difficult to me, but i will try my best to realize it. baby said never give up!!!

    God,i wanna sleep, my eyelids are fighting! good night everybody!

    Fighting, fighting, fighting~~~~~~

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    2006/10/1

    happy national holiday

    Everybody who still in Malaysia, what will you do on the national holiday, is there any party?
    if got, dont forget call me
    i know in China u will all get about 7 days holiday, how will you spend?
    share some happy news with me, i miss you so much all my firends.
    For me, everyday is holiday now, but everyday is so boring. not the same as i think before. Baby go back, all most my friends go back, only me still stay in INTI waiting for the graduation ceremony and also should take the IELTS exam here.

    tonight, Wang hui and Liu ping come to my room, we remind the life when we study in CIBT, we laugh and curvet it is so fun, and i havent so happy for a long time after baby go back. while, we decide we will spend our national holiday at our hostle, but we will go to KL next week and compensate ourselves for the national holiday,cos today it will be very crowd on the train

    hope every one will have a fantastic holiday, enjoy your every day!!!
    i think i will be fine, and also wish i will have a happy national holiday!
    it is too late, i should go to sleep or i will be spend my holiday in bed haha!!!

    everybody good night, have a sweet dream

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